The allati Pack

We are a quoigenic system of 10 living in the UK. Please click the wonderful links to learn more. Thank.

about

The Body: Adult, ambulatory wheelchair user, neurodivergent, disabled, queer, genderqueer, polyamorous.We're "quoi-diagnosis" (made up by us but you're welcome to use it, explanation in the quoigenic page linked just below). But labels like autism, ADHD, CPTSD, fibro/CFS, sleep apnea and narcolepsy, are all useful if interested in what we're dealing with.

System: We're aggressively quoigenic. We don't care about how we came to be, and aren't interested in a false dichotomy. Kindly keep any binary views far from us.We used to be a multiple system. We now identify as plural, as we have grown to be slightly more median over the years. We may or may not swing back again.We're mostly fictives and fictive derived, mostly nonhuman, and mostly from (or derived from) Underworld in some way. Our old host had a strong connection to the series that seemed to provide comfort and that has created the foundation for much of the system since then.We have 10 members, one host, about half adults and half children.CW: (consensual) integrationOur current host is not the original, and our old host has integrated and is no longer with the system as an independent entity. They very rarely show up as a median facet of the current host, but their influence is A Thing.

members

These are the adults of our system. Most rarely front online, but they are listed here just in case.None of the children have so far shown interest in fronting, so for their privacy and ours, they are not listed.

Isha - They/them - Host - Underworld post-fictive. Has the old host (Luwana) as a facet/median subsystem. For more detail, see their page.

Selene - She/her - Underworld fictive. For more detail, see her page.

Michael - He/Him - Underworld post-fictive.

Michael - He/him - Underworld fictive.

Eve - She/her - Underworld fictive

Chloe - She/her - Noir fictive

Isha

A (post-)fictive of Selene from Underworld who has been with the system since around 2003. Initially a SoulBond, that didn't last and they have moved through becoming a fictive to becoming the host of the system.Part of a polyam relationship both in-system and outworld.A giant nerd that loves playing Commander (MtG), pen and paper roleplay games, and a number of video games.They are a Buddhist, with the refuge name Könchok Phendé Wangchuk, and have recently begun a Ngöndro.They were also, for a decent time, a Shemsu-Ankh of Kemetic Orthodoxy, where they are called Tjema'awy and are a Child of Wepwawet, Beloved of Serqet, Bast, Ra-Heruakhty, Hethert-Amenti, Nit-Nebthet-Seshat, and Sekhmet-Hethert.They still tip their hat to Kami-sama, mostly those who are enshrined in their home.

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Selene

With the system since about 2012, mother of Eve, and with a heavier tendency to annoyance and deadpan humour than the other Selene.Part of the same polycule as Isha, and still figuring out what she likes in this more flexible version of life.A one-time Shemsu of Kemetic Orthodoxy under the name Sekhemib.

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Not quoi as in what

But Quoi as in fuck you.

The multiplicity community history includes a beautiful long early period where nobody gave a shit about this stuff. People had what histories they had, but they didn't define themselves as traumagenic, or endogenic, and they certainly didn't tell you, random internet stranger, whether they had or were caused by, trauma. They just talked to you, about their shared experiences.Oooooo yeah I said it, shared experiences. They had 'em. They all had 'em. And they talked about 'em. And unless someone decided to tell you whether they had trauma or not, which, spoiler, most people didn't feel like opening up about all that often, you couldn't tell what anybody's system origins were.And it was a good time. A safe time. People had other communities for DID/DDNOS (as it was known at the time), and that was fine and people respected that, and by and large people weren't hostile as hell to people they suspected of not having the exact same system origins, nor did they interrogate strangers to discover if they had childhood trauma or not. (Seriously what the fuck.)So we're quoigenic. Not "endogenic-lite", not "endogenic and just using another word to hide it". We're quoigenic because this binary is artificial bullshit and brings out the absolute worst in everyone. So screw that.

Yes, even with medical diagnoses that aren't about identity

"But this isn't a debate, you're either officially diagnosed or you're not!"Look, the diagnostic system is weird in a place like the UK that doesn't primarily run off needing insurance codes for treatment. You can be treated for a lot of things here without an "official diagnosis", and you can often be told you're "officially diagnosed" and treated like you are by everyone only to find that there's no paperwork that backs it up.So it makes us laugh when people obsess over other people being "officially diagnosed". For yourself? Sure. Validation, access to services, access to insurance, I don't question your desires there and I wouldn't anyway. But using it as a judge for other people being valid? Please. We've been treated for so many things we never "officially had". We still are being treated for things we don't "officially have". That's the miracle of not living somewhere ruled by insurance companies.So we no longer have an interest in disclosing whether we're "officially diagnosed" with something. Not only do we have no interest in an artifical dichotomy created by the financial, not treatment side of the medical system, but often we simply don't know. Why would we know? Even access to our notes is often not going to tell us how official a label is to the professionals treating us.So we don't know, we don't care, we reject that binary entirely. "Quoi-diagnosis", lol.